sandyckato) when I ponder the significance.
So why do I ponder, toss, turn and toil? That is the nature of still needing a bit of work to do before total enlightenment. In the mean time I am honored to finally be able to justify all this obsessive compulsive myeloma info gathering I've done over the last 4 years. Of course he is not particularly interested in it, but that just means I don't have long boring conversations with him. I secretly record every number, ask leading questions and obsess about their significance. (Insanely persisting in the same behavior over and over again expecting a different result every time.) It is hard to believe that it has been 4 years. I'm in a different shape compared to 4 years ago, but then that is in large part because I'm inherently lazy. My left forearm is still not attached to my left shoulder so that means I don't do shit and I have become round. A new shape.
I smile tons and life is grand. Happy Holidays!